Superman was only alright.Think the hype about superman was over rated.So much about superman having an emotional side.It was very subtle and if you werent paying attention you would not have seen it.The thing about superman is that it is too much of a fantasy.To be an overall good guy and be able to fly.Really questionable.If you are an ardent fan or want to see what the hype is about then by all means go catch the show.Or else wait for free movie passes or wait for the DVD to come out.JC fell asleep during the show.HE told Sam the show was so good that he fell asleep.Haha.

Dinner tonight with AC people was great.It was nice catching up with them over dinner.Good to have ash and caleb back.I miss those days in school where we would all see each other at the void deck in between lessons and just sit around and pass time.I really had fun.

Sometimes,I think I am playing with my own mind and driving myself crazy.I have to constantly remind myself to let go and chill.Frankly,lately I have been wondering with I often cross the line with the things I say,with the liberties I take with people.Anyone who thought I was nice to start with probably thinks that I am a monster.I dont wanna be a monster to the people around me.Its not who I wanna be.But it has somehow become me.

Wakeboarding on Thursday was fun.I managed to have a couple of good runs.I am still considered a newbie when it comes to wakeboarding.The only thing I dread about wakeboarding is the water,when you fall,the water sometimes rushes into your nostrils and yr mouth and the feeling is terrible.

While waiting for my turn to come that day,I made a comparison between wakeboarding and life,and while this might seem a little far fetched,wakeboarding is a bit like life.When your wakeboarding,you have to have the right technique and the right posture to be able to ride the wake well.Thats where board control comes in too.To me,it seems like life because in order to ride the wakes of life,you need the right "techniques", to find your footing so that you can get past whatever life throws at you.

Wakeboarders love to do tricks.During the session,the coach was telling my friends to get the right timing and the right posture in order to get the best results.Thats life for us.Sometimes,in life,its not just the results that are important,its the journey.If we want things to work out for us,we gotta do things the right way,because its not the destination thats the most important.The journey is just as important.When you do it right,you can see and feel the difference instead of cheating yourself.


I am really not sure what has gotten my mind up in knots,but lately I have really been paranoid about the kind of person I am becomming.I just dont think I am treating my friends the way they should be treated.

Got into Adelaide at 12 today.Its colder than Sydney although it was a little warmer this afternoon.Adelaide is lot quieter but tis a really nice place.tried to go down to harbourtown to do a little bit of shopping.I barely started shopping when the fire alarm went off and the whole of harbourtown had to be evacuated and 3 fire engines pulled up in front of the shopping strip and hoardes of people had to be evacuated out into the carpark.There is always a little bit of drama.Gonna go back there tmr and hopefully be able to do my shopping.

Went out for dinner with Uncle Harlan and his wife Vivian.Its been a long time since I met them.I think it was 6years ago when I visited Uncle Harlan and his wife then,Marie who has since passed away from cancer.It was nice to see him again.Almost forgot how he looked.Went up to The Hills for dinner and got to see the city lights.Absolutely breathtaking.Dinner was a buffet with rather good australian chinese food.haha.Dont really miss chinese food.Love the steak and oysters here.The service staff here work really hard and they are very polite.There was this guy serving us and he didnt look very old.maybe schooling.And he really worked very hard clearing tables,pouring drinks.Kinda felt bad when I looked at him cos I realised I am really very pampered.Saw him packing food from the buffet table just before they cleared away the trays.Probably his privilege as a staff there.

Will upload the photos when i get home.It was a nice day.Called back to camp to talk to JC and John and arrange my off when I get back.Didnt feel so bored then.haha.Tmr should be fun.I hope.Mon will see the sch.See ya

Got into Sydney at 5 this morning.Good flight with rather good food.As long as there is ice cream and no crying babies I am satisfied.Didnt manage to sleep much so when I got to the hotel I slept a fair bit before heading out to lunch.Staying at darling harbour.Room has got quite a nice view of the harbour and I got a big room and big bathroom to myself.King size bed all to myself.haha.

Been a rather boring day.Just hanging with my parents.Dont really talk much with them and I am just trailing along.Hopefully tmr will be better goin down into the city to shop.Its rather cold and although I keep saying I am not cold,I am freezing my ass off.And my conditioner spilled andmy moisturiser tube broke.Terrible cos now I dont know how to carry my moisturiser and its a new tube tt cost 35buckeroos.Freaking hell man!Rather tired so gonna go rest.Hopefully i can meet up with eric tmr.

Somehow,I miss things back in singapore.Friends and everything.But I am glad for this getaway so I dont hv to think abt stuff and the problems tt hv been bugging me.Will be back tues.

Had a rather weird dream last night.Dreamt that I had to travel back in time to when my siblings and I were kids and I had to protect them from chaos.In the dream,I stepped into my house,it was exactly like my house before i renovated it with the parquet flooring,funiture in the exact arrangement.I dreamt that the scene outside was chaotic,it was like in the X-men3 movie.Damn weird.And somehow,all I ever did was to sit on my brothers bed to hug him and cover his ears from all the loud noises and assure him everything was alright.When i was dreaming,I just had this immense sense of warmth and comfort.Somehow,it felt so real.The dream is still stuck in my mind.

Watched the dvd of Rent today.It was heart wrenching watching how the characters in the movie had to deal with deaths within their group,heartbreak and how through it they supported each oter.The music was incredible,with an amazing cast.I almost teared watching some of those scenes.But didnt dare cos my sis and bro were watching.

The heart may freeze or it can burn.

The pain will ease if I can learn.

There is no future, there is no pastI live this moment as my last.

There's only us, there's only this .

Forget regret, or life is yours to miss.

No other road, no other way.

No day but today.

~RENT~

-Another Day-

Found some of my childhood pictures.Was bored and dad had bought a scanner so decided to try it out.I dont really miss my childhood,although it was a period of innocence and simplicity.Things are definitely a lot more complicated now and it will get that way as we grow older.
You see how the people around you change.You see how you change,and how you aim for different things.You see how friends come and go.You will see how the landscape changes.When change happens,we gotta learn how to deal with the change and adapt.
I cant really remember what it was like being a kid and maybe its because i chose not to remember.I chose to remember the present and hope for the future.We cant always live in the past and wish to relive the past.