It been a really long time.I have had a crazy past few weeks with so many things happening.Honestly,I am very tired of everything.I really need a break.My friends are jaded about life.So am i.Jaded and numb.

Thing is,I dont see why I cannot resolve to be happy.Its really time for me to grow up. Maybe I am scared to grow up and my unhappiness stems from the fear and refusal to take the first step into maturity. I really dont want to think about all the things that have been happening and I dont want to sound all pitiful saying that I have been hurt and disappointed because other people definitely have a worse lot. Its high time I let go. Just that the time has not come yet.