Its definitely not a good sign when I am bored on the 2nd night that I am back. Its honestly not that I dont have things like sorting out my luggage. Except I dont feel like doing it. I will do it soon. Soon being soon with no time frame whatsoever.

the LCB gang and more.

Josh,Jane and Amanda

Dinners with the LCB gang on Tues night with 2 bottles of Shiraz, 2 bottles of Sauvignon Blanc, 1 Bottle of chardonnay and a bubbly. It was a really good night celebrating our last nights before we see each other again in 6 months time.

Wed night was dinner with Josh,Jane and Amanda. Had a good time and they are really amazing people. Josh makes a really good mate to hang with. Jane is probably one of the nicest smartest girls I have met so far and Amanda is just amusing. Not in a bad way.

Somehow, I was really loving Adelaide and starting to make friends for real I guess. Its weird because leaving Adelaide felt like I was leaving something behind again. It was something like how I felt when I left Singapore for the first time.

Now its back to hot and sunny island city where I have to rush with everyone to squeeze on board the train or bus. Thats the only thing I hate about this place. For a society so advanced, we are so third world when it comes to our social graces.

Putting aside my whinging, its time for a real holiday and some sun.

Melbourne, melbourne

So Melbourne was heaps fun. I seriously enjoyed one hell of a crazy weekend with the ruggers and Mel. It was really a good post exam activity. A real tiring one as well. Would love to share the details but some just arent meant to be share. What happens down under, stays down under. But it was definitely not a dirty weekend. Clean good fun. Ironic? Who cares. Check out some of the pictures.

the blue waterfall.

Jac,bernie and me

Getting it on in Lion Hotel, Melb Central.

Melb Central at night

The process of making friends is always tough. It gets all the more harder when you find out that someone is being a hypocrite. A two faced ass. All the bitching and unhappiness behind your back, but in front of you he smiles,laughs and acts like he is your friend. On top of that, getting someone to write his assignments. I have never ever felt so strongly that good and honest work is not worth anything.

I never asked for the whole bleeding world to fall madly in love with me and fawn over me. I never asked to appear to be the most flipping popular guy in the whole wide world. And so there is one thing I hate the most. Hate is an understatement. I detest. That is someone who is a hypocrite. I hate sneaking around, lying and hypocrisy.

Ask me not to be so straight forward. Sorry. I cant. I am horrible and terrible with hiding my feelings. And make no mistake about it ladies and gentlemen, I am definitely not apologising for this flaw. These are things I have never been able to stand for and dont think I ever will. But if that day comes that I fall into that trap. Give me a kick.

I have given up being angry. Its more disappointed anger. So much for friendships uh.

Its down to one. The last paper. I cant say I excited I am that its the last paper. But its accounting. Not my favourite subject and I have not touched my books for a month ever since the last class. Its time to sleep a while after last nights information overload.

faces I see

These are faces I see on a daily basis. Faces I know and recognise since day one. Faces I talk to and work with. This extends to the face I live with.

I probably am being brutal classifying them as mere faces and nothing more. But honestly, sometimes I really do feel like there is nothing more to it. Maybe I make it that way and I probably sound cocky making it seem like I cant bring myself to make them more then just faces. But thats the honest brutal truth. Which is why I cant wait for the weekend. To see my friends.

I probably am getting myself too hyped up about this weekend. Expecting too much out of this weekend. You see, I know the drill. The more you expect, the more reality hits you. I have accepted this as a fact of life a long while ago. I seem to have forgotten and it is probably time to bring myself back down to earth.

Anyhow, its the start of exams tomorrow. I wont say I am prepared because preparation is just a state of mind. I will just say I tried because I dont even dare to say I tried my best as more effort could have really been put it. I feel like I am really getting a bit too full of myself. Reality check! Bedtime and a week ahead of madness!

Melbourne here I come...I can hardly wait. Cant wait for the exams to be over before I fly down to Melbourne for the weekend to catch up with everyone in the gathering of sorts. The ruggers will be there, yue han and gang will be there. Now I dont feel like studying.

I am finally done with serving in the restaurant. It was a good experience although it sometimes made me feel a bit worthless when I heard criticisms about my working style. Its all over and done with anyway. I never believed in having to change to suit anyone. I guess I did pretty well disregarding that comment.

Exams are next week. I sure am glad that I have a long weekend this week so that I can catch up with my revision.

Had a surprise visit this weekend by Mark teng,ying xiang,keith and kenneth. The gang took 2 days driving down from Melbourne stopping to explore much of the Great Ocean Road and the Grampions. Even they thought my apartment was a bit dirty. After exploring a bit of Adelaide they are off too Sydney for a week.

Its back to study after having too much fun already.