Out of all the things that I am learnt over the past few years the one thing I have let to learn is how to let go. Rob just reminded me today of how I am starting to let all the problems at work get to me.

I always seem to take everything upon me. Always try and make sure I work it out.Always try to make sure that it goes according to plan. Digging holes for myself is what I am best at. I just dont learn.

Its been ages since I have posted.There has just been so many things going on. Parents dropped into Hamilton Island just last week for a few days. Weather was rather bad when they were here but it was still rather enjoyable. They seemed to like Rob and Nathan after meeting them, with those 2 charming their way into krispy kreme and coffee.

Nathan goofing around in my parents room

Dinner with my parents at Pool Terrace

Sunset at One Tree Hill

Went down to Coral Cove on my day off. It was a really long trek down and wearing my flip flops was just a bad idea all together. But it was a really nice spot to just hang out for half a day. It was quite secluded so hardly anyone was around which was great.

Coral Cove

Work is starting to wear me down. I am quite over work already and somehow cant wait to get out of it. It could be because Nathan transferred out and I am one short of a good work colleague. Now, I have to work with this other guy that I cant get along with for shit. The main thing I am rather afraid of is that my workplace is rather political and I feel like I have been left alone to be scrutinised. Work itself just gets so frustrating sometimes. The thing that somehow tears me up is that I thought that I was much stronger. Perhaps I have to once again just suck it up and ride it out.

After being away for so long, I somehow am starting too really miss the food back home. Especially being on this island. I feel rather deprived of really good food.I cant wait to get myself an electric frying pan so I can really get to cook food.Maybe it wont be so bad.

My fridge just died on me today. Its been freezing my milk,my cheese,my water and my beer and just now it tripped my power. Got the security guy to help me put the power back on and we found out that its the fridge. had to borrow Robs fridge space.

Work has been getting rather interesting. Slowly getting used to the routine of work. It sometimes gets hard when it comes to working with people. Its hard especially when the whole corporate world is a whole game. Its like survivor. I hate the way this sounds but its just a whole game where only the smartest survives.