Its been a few months since I turned 19.In less than a years time I will be OLDer.The big 2 0. Somehow,I feel like I dont have any control of my life.Surely at this point in time,I outta be making decisions,taking actions to match my decisions and ideas.But I am still rather lazy.Still stuck with procrastination about what I plan to do and what I want for my future.I dont know when the proactive part of me will kick in but it better be soon or I am gonna have to kick myself.Even though its gonna be a seemingly long while before my next birthday.Time flies.It does.I definitely dont have time on my side.