I hate goodbyes.I really do.I hate seperation.Despite whatever I said about goodbyes was all too logical...too positive.I failed to consider the great emotional aspect of the human spirit.

Up till now,I am sometimes till confused and lost.I hate it when people ask what I plan to do.Its too tiring and too painful to explain cos I dont know what I want to do.I still dont know what my direction in life.I have allowed so many things to take a backseat in my life already.I dont know if it is time to finally start making some first steps in taking charge of my life.