Its been downhill ever since I got back. I feel even more frustrated then ever. Frustrated with myself for being so disorganised. Frustrated that I cant perform better than I am doing now. The house is in a mess, everything feels like its a mess. I know its too early to feel so tired of school. But i am. I really am.

I am not homesick or anything. I enjoy classes and the friends. But my whole life seems to be upside down. With exams coming and assignments due before i know it, I dont seem to be having the sense of urgency dealing with all these.