It was the worst possible day in the longest time ever. Everything that could possibly go wrong went wrong. I know that I should try as much as possible to put behind me whatever went on during the past 24hrs. It always take me a long time to put everything behind me or to let it out of my system.

I somehow thought things were different. Old habits die hard. I just feel so pressured by everything and mostly by myself. Thing is when I put pressure on myself I avoid doing the necessary. It makes things worse.

I shall just crawl into bed and sleep it away. Hopefully.