School is really getting crazy. I had to go out last night because i couldnt stay at home and force myself to do my report. 1500 easy stuff but I have already written more than 1500 words and counting and I am not done with my report.

On the bus today, I was suddenly hit by this sense of lonliness. It comes once in a while. It comes when I feel like going out but I just feel like there is no one good to hang out with. It comes when I start to think of my friends. It comes when I realise that I cant really have a heart to heart talk with anyone here. It comes when I realise that I dont know who to trust. No matter how much I numb myself and my feelings, it still comes back.