today felt like a rather horrid day.i just spent the whole day feeling so empty.probably the essence of fresh out of the army with nothing to do.not for long though.

with work coming up,and my leaving for studies really soon,its starting to make me think a lot,worry a lot and all the "what ifs" are popping up all over the place.i really wanna catch up with everyone again and i know that the time before i leave is gonna fly right past.right now,i honestly feel lost and with so many things uncertain.just waiting for monday to come and probably things will be clearer.